jus jenn

2011-12-15T02:23:00.000+08:00

Wow. it has been almost a year since my last post. haha

IMY):

dream

2011-01-23T12:07:00.000+08:00

I had a dream...
A really weird dream ><;

It started in a shop. I have no idea where's that shop and how I got there but I saw my friends and someone there. My heart was telling me that the someone is the one I love but I don't seem to have any memories of us. He was smiling at me like we share a secret and I know the secret. The secret is that we're in a relationship and no one else knows, including my close friends who are just around us.

Then the scene changed. I was standing in a studio. It seems like I was working there or perhaps volunteering my services or something. I knew it was Valentine's somehow and I saw that someone with a bouquet of ferrero rocher roses.(I know that's weird><) I thought it was intended for me...until he handed the bouquet to an auntie. Somehow in my dreams, I could sense that the auntie was my superior but I've no idea who she is. She then passed me a stick (a splint, maybe?) to light up the exhibition which was a star-shaped wire frame. I followed her orders and lit it up. The next thing I know, the exhibition exploded. I could feel myself flying off with the blast and oddly, I escaped unscathed. Probably because it was a dream but I couldn't help feeling that I was plotted against. As though I was suppose to have not survived from the explosion. As though someone wants me dead. Then I woke with a start.

Overdramatic much? I know. I did not jus concieve that idea though. It really was my dream and I hope this is one of the dreams that will NEVER come true.

What are dreams? What is reality? Guess no one will ever find out the link...

2010-12-24T23:58:00.001+08:00

In less than 5 minutes, it'll be christmas(: Everyone everywhere says that christmas is a season for giving and yea, I think so too(: haha but as much as I would love to give, I'm restricted by cash and time. No spare cash to prepare presents and no time as I've to study for re-test. I know that it's no excuse so sorry to all my loved ones>.< Honestly speaking, I've never actually celebrated christmas before...don't know why for this year, just really really feels like celebrating it. It's the season where one feels the love from others and share the love to everyone he/she knows(: Here goes, I LOVE YOU❤ haha that goes out to everyone I know and everyone I don't know :D

LOVE. This four letters form a word that is so complex that noone truely understands its meaning. I'm not saying that I do but what I'm trying to say is that it's just a simple gesture.
...If you love someone, listen to what they are saying.
...If you love someone, help them out whether they need your help or not.
...If you love someone, smile at them and warm their hearts and if that's not enough, give them a hug to show your love(:
...If you love someone, don't hesitate to do what is right and best for them.
...If you love someone, tell them what they need to hear and not what always just what they want to hear.
...If you love someone, it's always the right moment to say I love you♥ (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE❤ :D

2010-12-14T18:55:00.000+08:00

Girls have the time of the month, I have 2 time of the month. The one that happens to all normal girls and the one that probably only happens to me. Today's that time when I break down into tears again.

Left alone at home today. Daddy working, Mummy went to visit her friend and sister went to friend's house to do project. I've always been home alone but this time it feels different. It really felt like I'm the only living person in this world, feels so lonely, so pathetic.

My world life had been revolving around people. I've always wanted to be special, at least to someone. I've always wanted some attention in my life. I've always wanted people to show me that I exist for something and not for nothing 'cause that's what I've been feeling for the past 17 years or at least since I started to think by myself...

Have you ever wondered...
...why do I exist?
...why am I always cheering people up but when I need someone, there's no one there?
...why am I so pathetic?
...why do I cry?
...why I'm always trying to make others' life better but ended up making my own life worst?
...why do I have motives for everything I do?
...why do I not have one true friend that I can tell everything to?
...why do I feel as though everyone has deserted me?
...what will happen to me when I died? will ANYONE cry for me?
...will my death make a difference to anyone (other than immediate family) ?
...my heart, has it ever been whole? or has it always been this broken?

I can't trust anyone. I can't even trust myself. Why? I've given all this trust away. I trust strangers, sometimes even more than my friends or supposed friends, to be precise. Everytime I try to trust someone, I believe in them completely, but in less than a minute, the trust will be broken. I don't know what's true and what's false. I can't tell anymore.

I've always wanted to know that someone loves me, for who I am and not the me wearing a mask. Willingly or unwillingly, the mask tends to be slipped onto my face and I can't even tell who am I anymore. I feel as though I have split-personality. I may appear to be laughing my head off when someone makes a joke about me but do you guys even know how much you've hurt me with that? I chose to believe you guys didn't mean it but it still hurts...like someone had chipped off my heart.. I may appear to be cheerful but do you guys know that I'm actually crying inside? No one had ever tried to understand me. I stood an open book but what's a book without reading it? The words...do they really mean nothing to you? The intentions...do you really not understand it? None of it? The illustrations...doesn't that make it clear enough? My life. My pathetic life. Can it really not be brightened?

I need someone, anyone. Just tell me that I'm important to them and they can't lose me. Just tell me that I'm special and not treat me like something dispensible. Just tell me that he/she loves me.

2010-11-13T00:16:00.000+08:00

I'm scared. I feel like crying. I don't like this feeling. I don't like it at all. I've been through this feeling but this time it's different and I don't like the way it is. I've never felt so jittery. Heart-warming, heart-wrenching, heart-ache? I hope to only experience one of the three but what if it comes in a package? It's a risk, a risk I'm not yet sure if I'm willing to undertake. My heart is brittle and there are already shards of them piercing me, from different situations but enough to intensify the fear. WHAT EXACTLY AM I AFRAID OF? T.T

2010-11-12T00:55:00.000+08:00

I'm not sure if you still come by my blog but if you do, this is a post specially for you. PLEASE SLEEP EARLY!!! hahaha stop torturing your body with the unearthly time you sleep, okay? Good night and sweet dreams ♥ (:

2010-11-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

How does jealousy feels like?

One will know his/her life is all messed up when the one he/she likes is exchanging sweet nothings with someone else and he/she is the one who caused that.

2010-10-29T19:44:00.001+08:00

This is the day. The day they reveal to us our fate. They told us our fate is in our hands, but is it? If our fate is in our hands, why can't we control how things end up?

Today's the day the school reveals to us if we are retained, or retest, or promoted or something else. At 2pm, the students reported to the auditorium with their parents. They are in the Advanced group which means that they get to promote even though they did not meet the criteria. I was in the 3.15pm slot whereby we students will have to undergo a re-test in december and ensure that we pass all H2s in order to promote.

The worst had yet to come. Half-way through the talk in the auditorium, avan turned and told us that zhenguang might be expelled. I was shocked. I was stunned. I can't believe that would happen. I might have cried though I didn't let the tears flow down. Being in the audi and with so many parents around, I'm not going to let myself crumble, not in front of anyone in class. To be a pillar for everyone, swallow the pain, the hurt and be strong. That's all I can do.

After the talk, I ran to look for yann and thuhang. I found thuhang crying and yann with red-rimmed eyes which means that they found out already. Zhen Guang is NOT going to be expelled. We'll not allow that to happen. Our class is united as one, bonded as one. WE ARE ONE. We can't afford to lose anyone, not like that. I'm not going to give up without a battle. 03/10 is not going to give up without a battle. Everyone deserves a 2nd chance. Depriving him of his 2nd chance is cruel, merciless and realistic of our school.
I'm not going to criticise the school nor ms leong. This decision may be made by them but through it all, we'll emerge stronger and fight for our rights. I'm not going to lose a dear friend because of someone else. If he leaves this school, it must be his decision, not anyone else's.

AJ is realistic.

To brave through it all, one needs courage and support. I'll be there, always.

2010-10-26T22:04:00.003+08:00

Today was freaking tiring. The whole of today was spent going through paper after paper. SIAN. Anyway, for physics paper, the stupid teacher refuse to let us off punctually for our break and me & yann assumed that the break was 1 hour long so we took our time queuing at the prata store (forgot actual name of store>.<) and waited for our maggi mee goreng + prata. The thing is, the break was only half an hour long and by the time we got our food and sat down, we're only left with 5 minutes to eat. In my attempt to rush all the food into my mouth in that 5 minutes, I almost choke TWICE and I had difficulty in breathing AGAIN. Damn. It has been so long since the last time this happened. After the failed attempt of rushing through my food, I ran to the toilet, to puke. GAH. I feel dumb for letting this happen to me again. It's not like such a big deal to be late or even missing lessons, I do that all the time! But still, I'll feel bad if I drag my friends along to be late.

Puked, then head into audi for correction lecture but ended up putting down my bag and rushing off to the toilet again. Puked again): and breathing difficulty got worse. I think I almost fainted. It felt like the whole world was spinning round and round and round... luckily or unluckily, there was no one in the toilet to see me in such a state. It was really really horrible, trying to gasp for breathe yet feeling like puking at the same time): The good thing is, I managed to grab my life back from death god's hands. The bad thing is, however, that for the whole day, I felt like puking and lost appetite. Sigh. Guess I should've learnt my lessons from the past>.<
Well, that's the most eventful part of today I guess. Nothing much else to say. Just that glad I'm still alive(:

Life goes on, whether I'm still here or not.

2010-10-25T18:15:00.002+08:00

Got back promos results today. GAH. did terrible): hope I'll be able to get thru this and so does the whole of my class(:

Well, shall just post my results here (w/o moderation)
GP         P1-25/50      P2-16.5/50
Maths     41/100
Physics   27/100
Chem     49/100
Econs     18/55

Yesh. I know this is terrible and I'm seriously PRAYING that there's retest>.< overall, there's hope for GP, Maths and Chem's still okay (passed) but physics and econs really abit too jialat): I hope to have retest for econs then perhaps, just perhaps, I can promote peacefully>.<

Thanks 峻辉 for that sms. I really felt like crying but with some friends around me crying, I just somehow don't feel like crying anymore. Perhaps I felt that it makes me look like a weakling>.< but then, I didn't cry in the end and didn't play tennis too cos I ended up catching a cold from the freaking cold school hall and audi >.< Well, it never rains but it pours:P

Life is never a smooth path. It's up to us to live life to the fullest(:

2010-10-23T15:18:00.000+08:00

bored stiff at home. nothing better to do>.<
gah. I'm so dreading Monday but until then, I shan't think about the results for better or for worse.

2010-10-18T22:47:00.000+08:00

I shall have a habit of updating my blog for the sake of some fly. hahaha.

Today had PW the whole day from 7.45am to 12.15pm. Honestly, it was the most wasted and boring time I had. Gosh, totally nothing to do but stone and watch the guys play L4D2 while the girls were doing own stuffs like watching Liar Game>.< (xiaolin and siyu).

After PW finally ended, went for lunch with Siew Ying, Thu Hang, Yi Yun (yoon) and Yeu Yann. Unfortunately, I had ate pepper lunch yesterday at city square mall so when they decided (forced by siewying) to eat at pepper lunch, I just couldn't bring myself to eat it again so didn't eat anything there>< Ended up buying an anchovie vegetable thingy (ps, no idea the english name for it).

Back to AJ, tennis all the way till 5pm plus. *sigh* The one-month break from tennis due to promos really caused me to de-prove much. I used to be able to serve at least decently, and now, my serves are total crap>< oh wells, at least my hits are better now(: I hope (wish very very very hard) that I'll be able to play singles for A div' or at least for friendlies. I really need a gauge of my skills and until coach approves, I won't play with the guys. It'll go to show how much I've improved and coach recognising my (still not there) ability in playing tennis. I'd never thought my enthusiasm in dance could also be found in something else. I'd never thought that something else would be tennis...(:

After tennis, went for 2 rounds on the track. DAMN. I've lost ALL my stamina T.T Oh crap, guess it's more exercise time for me!:P did 20 crunches, 15 dips and 30 crunches :D love fitness more than running. hahaha. Cleaned up and went home after everything(: Fruitful day today(:

A miracle happened and I updated my blog(:

2010-10-17T22:14:00.000+08:00

It's been aneons since I last came here to post. AND the only reason I'm posting now is because there's an irritating fly going through my blog here and making loads of comments>< oh wells, perhaps he'll see this, perhaps he'll not. hahaha I'm sort of hoping he will so that it'll be fun:P

Maybe, just maybe, I'll be coming here more often to post(:

2009-04-19T23:46:00.000+08:00

OVERALL CLASS CHAMPION, I LOVE YOU!!!((:

i shall copy and paste what a classmate of mine posted on our class blog...truth is, it touched me so much that i almost cried...so here:

17 April 2009. Sports Day. Clementi Stadium.

our last year as a class, our last year attending Sports Day in nanhuahigh. how many people is able to say that they came from a champion class? and to win it by the slightest of margin proves how closely fought it is but we gave our best and won.

so let's thank all the ones who gave us this prestigious title, especially melvin who chipped in with 3 and never stopped running but not forgetting the rest who helped in one way or another. Great job to all the participants for never giving up and win us points which contributed to our overall total and also to the rest for cheering the competitors on.

hope that the whole class would be more bonded after this. we have claimed more than victory on that day,taken more than just the trophies and medals.coz we were there as a class, in front of the whole school, being crowned as the champions. the sky's the limit and this shows that we can be the best, both in academic or sporting areas.

hope that this will inspire the class to more success, starting with the upcoming MYE. there's nothing that we cannot overcome, because we are more than a class, one big family. let's us stay united in our final year in nanhuahigh.

"Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this."

so let's not forget the moment we stood in front of the whole school, being proclaimed CHAMPIONS.

405 - CHAMPION CLASS!

" because the good times never last, and we don't want to regret it in the future..."

2009-03-20T21:27:00.001+08:00

man, am i drained of energy...but still i managed to come here to post...hahas:D

3 consecutive days of AYG practice and i tink i will nt be able to stand it if there is a 4th day...lol...it realli was damn tiring..wat with the sun coming in and out plus random rainfall...thus i'm drained of all my energy...

18 March
the uber-blur me thought that physics remedial starts at 8am so i woke up at 6+ so as to reach sch by 8am but after i woke up, i started to wonder if i got the timing wrong cos i remember tt remedial is supposed to end at 12nn...sms-ed samantha to check but by the time she replied, i was already making my way to sch...luckily by dad drove me so i went to kfc to buy breakfast first...reached at 8+ so i nibble my way through my food to while away the remaining time before any reach...
the lucky thing is, some sec4 dancers cum sisters came earlier to study so i decided to study with them instead of wasting my time...hahas((: when it was 9.50am, i went up to class with samantha who just reached sch[even though i sms-ed her to 陪me]...mr pandian was late for class lor...hahas...but no one told him...the remedial ended at 11am so i had 2 whole hour to while away before dance starts at 1pm so i tried to do some maths in class with sammie but was stuck so i went to change into dance attire first...after a while, mr pandian came back and said he had to lock the classrm so we had to go...we found out tt the library was open so we went in for air-con..hahas:D
went down to canteen at 12+ cos dunno where we were supposed to go for dance prac...even though we booked the parade sq and couldnt book the hall, there wasn't anyone using the hall so dancers went up to the hall, we practised in the hall when it was too hot to use the parade sq...if i rmb correctly,we went down to the parade sq to practise at 4+ as the sun wasn't as hot as before...dance ended with loads of pumping...

ERM...realli too tired liao..will continue in nxt post...nites((:

2009-03-04T21:22:00.001+08:00

Posting once again after a llooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonnnngggg..........time((:

yesterday,there was an emergency evacuation cos of a bomb found at the construction site....during malay or technically speaking, dr foo made the "announcement" at 2.30pm sharped as told by the clock in the auditorium...

i guess everone was used to drills so much that everyone simply laughed and thought is was just another drill as in dr foo's message, there was no mentioning of a bomb...of course, dr foo's voice sounded so calm that obviously no one would think that something major that would endanger our lives had happened...

when cikgu nur a'in was about to release us to our classes to get our bags and evacuate the school, something amazing happened...mr ho came in and started talking about today's road run...not giving a damn care that everyone is in probable danger if the bomb suddenly explodes...and mind you, every tacher was informed that i bomb was found at the construction site...anyway, all the 6 classes present was very bu shuang and shouted to mr ho "SAFETY" but apparently he either is deaf or he simply doesnt care...

when we finally got back to our classroom, people were buzzing with explanations for the emergency evacuation...my class took longer time to clear and actually kana scolding by mr edmund ng)): and the worst thing is i lost my baobei...dunno where she went...anyone see it must return to me hor...she is pink in colour and has long arms((:

today's road run made me chao tah...rawr...anyway our class tee is DAMN NICE(((: and
I LOVE 405!!!!
hahas...today was a scary day cos the girls were realli drained out after a few matches and the guys,melvin leg cramp,samuel's old leg injury looked for him plus leg cramp and they guys looked pretty drained out as well...anyway everyone did a great job and it showed everyone that 405 RAWKS!!!((:

im damn tired plus burnt right now so dun think i can write anymore...ta-ta for now((:

2009-02-08T16:44:00.000+08:00

I cant believe it but yea yea yea...I AM REVIVING MY BLOG!!!!lol...wanted to come here and announce it dead de but i see taggs calling me to revive...so,TADAA!!!hahahas...

okok, but no promises that i will update often kaes??cos sec4 liao..mus mugg!!!anyway, nxt week is valentine's so who wants chocs or sweets???(((:

i jus wanna say here that I LOVE YOU to everyone who has been beside me all this while...anyone who is around me for any of the past 15+ years of my life...thank you for all you have done or watever you have done cos u made me who i am....

to those who bullied me, thank you vryvry much cos you made me stronger, tougher, and taught me to stand up for myself and not to despair....

to those who stood by me, cheered me up when i cried and laughed with me, i love you guys lots and lots and i will nvr ever forget you((:

to my dancers, you guys are my family and will always be a part of me. no matter wat has/had happened, we are still family and family works together, bonds, and support each other through everything...有福同享，有难同当...no matter wat happens, remember that you have ur sisters and brothers around you, supporting you and could always help you(((:

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!((((((:

2008-09-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!

but i guess i seem a little out of sorts today...everyone needs reminders and i certainly hate people forgetting my birthday but what else can i do??i hate reminding people my birthday is near cos i feel so thick-skinned...

okaes nvm the sad stuffs...i seriously wish that every year on my birthdae,people would flood my phone inbox with messages telling me happy bdae cos it tells me that they remembers...i dun care if i dun get gifts...as long as there's one year where every single person i noe smses me a happy bdae message,i would die without regrets(((:

touch wood for that..hehes:D have fun everyone cos the end of my bdae also marks the end of this school holidays and it's back to mugging time...EOY's round the corner so jiayous to everyone and myself...shudnt slack ler LOWJINGER mus buck up!!!DUN LET PEOPLE LOOK DOWN ON YOU ANYMORE!!!!:D

andand thanks to all those who actually remembers((((:love u guys(((:

2008-08-14T20:33:00.000+08:00

vry long no post ler...my blog sooo dead bt still dun feel lyk blogging much and nw is common tests...EVERYONE JIAYOU BAH!!!!:D

What Low Jing Er Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

^^^^THAT'S TRUE(((((:hahas

2008-06-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

evelyn,this is the answer u want...

i wanted to go take photo with u guys but i cant leave linda alone...when i took ms kee's camera there...i saw everyone realli happy to be taking photo and standing or sitting at positions...

i was selfish to not think of others feelings when i rejected taking the photo but i have my own reasons...by asking me this questions and others following this,u left me crying...by saying this i dun mean blaming u but i want u to noe tt i felt left out...

dance used to be my everything...now dance has no meanings to me and lyk wat zhongyi said...i tink i will onli rmb the first 2 yrs of dance cos i realli enjoyed it...this yr is shit...from the start til nw...

i hate keeping secrets but i hav to cos i cant trust anyone...frens who noe my secrets either betrayed me or shunned from me...after tt i seemed to disappear from their world....

lyk merrien's quiz on wat super powers i wanna have...i answered invisibility...i realli want to noe how others think of me...i want to noe their true feeling and not the mask they put on....

life has no meaning for me...i hav thot tt if i died, how many pple wud cry for me...and the most there might be wud be maximum 20 excluding my family...

dun tok anymore...this is making me more emo...i sweared nt to be emo here...sry for breaking this swear...will cheer up de(((: see i m smiling(((:

2008-06-10T13:05:00.000+08:00

2 days passed so quickly...

cant believe i hadnt posted on sundae's event...

Sundae we had ndp prac...i reached school at 2+ and saw olivia there ler...changed into attire and sat in the canteen...people came and went to change...jihe-ed at 3 by nic and tj...placed our bags in classroom 101...didnt take prop and everyone jihe-ed in parade sq after placing their bags in the classroom...splitted into 3 grps...bus 1,2 and 3...boarded the bus and the bus headed to marina bay...reached and alighted...went to the audience seats to wait for our turn to rehearse and the PA people to arrive...

went to gate1 to standby...walked to position and start the dance...finished,ran back gate drank water and standby again...we continued with this for ard 3 times before stopping for break...dinner time...food passed ard,greetings said and makan time((: didnt eat anything cos no appetite...one of the army de in charge saw tt i wasnt holding any food and offered to take one for me...tt was nice of him bt i realli dun feel lyk eating thn lili go sae i on diet...lol...after tt practice again...it wasnt as windy as laoshi said...the last practice we had to let down our hair and i guess i muz have look lyk a monster or someone out of IMH...lol...nvm it's all over and i dun tink anyone took notice of me...haha...hopefully no pics were taken on me((: anws after tt last practice we cleared the area and returned the props for re-making cos a lot of pple hurt while using it...jihe-ed by grads...laoshi talked to us...then splitted into our different buses again...the pple collecting the props told ur gt missing props...2 to be exact...so a few of us sec3s went to comb the area for missing props...found 1 onli...nic had said tt missing 1 prop equals to 50 pumps...

reached school at 8.20pm...waited for the other buses to arrive back in school...jihe-ed by nic and tj at parade square...girls tie back plaits...the 50 pumps nt counted but bcos of bad attitude and performance so 50 pumps then sec3s 100 pumps...after 50 pumps, the lower sec stopped and we continued but we didnt allow jianhao to continue cos he injured...duno y but the tap in my eyes were opened and tears were flowing out...then when i heard sec3s de call the lower sec dun laugh i almost broke down...how could they still laugh when people are crying???i wanted to shout tt if they laugh they shud be out of dance cos i dun wan such people in my family...

couldnt sleep and stayed awake til 3am...cried a lot tho i m alone in my room...played music bt the first song i heard was 'You'll Be in My Heart' and i jus cried while listening...woke up wif a splitting headache at 2+pm...cant believe i slept tt long...wanted to come on9 but cant wif a headache...ate panadol but no use...nw still gt splitting headache...

I HATE YOU FOR MAKING ME CRY BUT YOU ARE A PART OF ME NOW AND I CANT DO WITHOUT YOU...I LOVE YOU...DANCEHOOD!!!❤

2008-06-02T11:57:00.000+08:00

had ndp practice ytd(((:

i passed ard a msg to reach at 2.30pm and i'm sry tt a lot of pple didnt get the msg...

i reached at 2pm and saw youzhuan there ler...i wonder wat time he arrived...anw,when i arrived the school gate was closed and the guard was walking into the school campus with his mug in his hands,probably to get some water to drink...wanted to get off my dad's car bt the guard haven come back so i waited...the guard came back a few minutes ltr bt he took a copy of newspaper and was gone again...lol...waited and waited...saw yinkar and jiaen coming from the bus stop nearest to front gate so i gt down from the car and waved to them...haha((: yinkar was eating waffle while toking to jiaen...lol...then i told them tt the gate was locked and they were like vry shocked...haha...then the guard came back and we told him we gt ndp practice today and many more pple are coming too bt he insisted on looking at our ezlinks before letting us in...we signed in at the gate and yinkar and jiaen ran off without me...they so evil..haha...anw,we went into the school and we were shouting like siao(((: cos we were the onli ones in school!!!!HAHA((: we were even saying we can jus change anywhere cos no one else is in school...lol...

we went to change and when we came out we saw nick and youzhuan playing bball with a netball...lol((: then saw ard 10 pple in the canteen liao...quite glad tt at least some pple gt the msg...hehheh;P merrien was eating her lunch--kaya bread..lol and others were lyk toking toking away...haha((: most pple arrived by 2.50 bt left a bunch of sec2s haven reach....then ms kee wan jihe so merrien and tj jihe everyone thn ms kee tok to us...half way thru her speech,the sec2s arrived in a lorry and they were all rushing off the lorry and come jihe...it was SO funny..lol

after tt we placed our bags in CR17 and took the props out...we sort of 'posed' in the parade square for ms kee to take some photos for the MOE pple...lol...thn after tt was a 5 min break for everyone to drink water or refill their bottles with water...5 mins ltr,merrien and tj jihe everyone then divided everyone into their 3 different buses...grp 1 in charge is nick,grp 2 in charge is tj and grp 3 is me and merrien(((: sth happened while waiting to get on the bus bt i wont sae wat happened...haha((:[[hey those guys from bus 1,no more next time kaes???i cant take such shocks and u mus be mad to believe him...lol]]

we gt on to our buses and our bus was a mini bus..haha..realli mini so we placed our props in the other buses...i tink is in bus 1 bt i'm nt sure...after tt wait to go off bt ms kee came and told us tt someone put the front door key into the back door key hole and nw it cant be locked so we have to bring our bags along...we spot our bags then we take from them and i was lucky tt my bag was placed on my bus...haha...

reached there and we went to place our bags at the 'gallery' and joined the PA pple and diy for the dance...ran and ran...realli beat out by the end of running...many of us even lost slip of the boards...lol...let u in on a secret...i ate grass...lol...is actually when we were on standby, we were supposed to be 'lying' on the grass so it somehow gt into my mouth...eurgh..disgusting...bt nevertheless, i have to continue dancing so i juz tried my best to get it out while dancing...i tink my actions ended up realli weird bcos of tt...lol...

we kept getting scolded by grads especially sam...bt i guess is cos we were nt up to standard...sry grads!!!we noe we were a disappointment...anw back to ndp prac...daphine left at 7+ cos she have sth on so nw there is no one bhind me...then nanhua and diy were supposed to dance and show the aunties and uncles from PA...glad tt nth went wrong(((: then is the aunties and uncles' turn to dance for us...they were realli cute and there was a group which did great bt too bad i forgt which grp tt is...

dinner was erm...bread with suasage...2 wings...onion rings and carrots and peas...and i'm glad to sae...I DIDNT EAT!!!haha...the looks of it was gg to make me puke so i didnt eat at all...it wasnt even warm...so disgusting...we cleared up by 8 and walked towards our buses...went up the bus and waited to go...thn an army guy came up our bus and merrien sae we shud tok to him cos he is sort of 'in charge' of us...for me the tok was rather boring as they keep asking abt army stuff...thn he recieved a call from his gf tt his running number 3731 was one of the numbers in the 4D consolation prizes...he was lyk saying,"walao, can win a hundred bucks leh" and we were laughing away...

our bus reached first!!!!haha((: thn i was shouting away tt no one else is in the school except us...haha((: i was mad ler lor...after tt nick jihe everyone thn sae everyone can go ler...thn i ran out and gt into my dad's car and went hme...haha((: lyk hw a story always end((:

somtimes i juz wish to understand what guys are thinking...sometimes i juz wish that i noe how YOU feel...

2008-05-04T21:37:00.000+08:00

oh gawd...dunno why i m here...hehe:D

i m actually mugging!!!haha...nvm me madness(((: bio sux dunno why i chose bio...myabe coz there's nth else for me to choose(: nvm shud go back to mugging for bio...shud be glad i didnt choose hist...geog is much easier tho hist is more interesting((:

EVERYONE JIAYOU FOR MIDYR!!!!:D
andand after midyr,it's back to normal schooling((: but before tt...breaks for de-stressing and i'm so looking forward to tt(((:kbox anyone???(((: then after tt is cip work plus 205 chalet(((: me lurve 205((:

i tink tt this yr's 205 chalet is gonna rock coz everyone has been busy with our own classes this gathering will be realli realli fun((:

okies dun talk ler...mus mug bio!!!!AAAHHH.....jiayou everyone(((:andand pls rmb to smile when you see miie((:haha...no reason(((:

2008-04-26T20:36:00.000+08:00

it has been eons since i last updated...paiseh((:

todae went for marketing((: suppose to reach at 8.30 but i went to school at 8 to hand in bio wb((:

went staff rm to look for mr chew and he sae there are more edits to the script coz he cut the ppt slides so beeleng and charmaine vry ke lian end up reading from scripts and not cards((: we went to nh pri at ard 10 and there was like no one there de lor...so weird...thn beeleng,charmaine,yuanzhen,mr chew,mr chia and 2 new sec1 girls went up to the hall to get ready for nh's speech((: me,krystal and peiqi stayed dwnstairs to sort of "entertain" parents((:

after marketing wanted to go central with yuanzhen for lunch but lazy walk there so asked mr chew if u can take the mini van there since it passes by central but in the end we took mr chia's car...he gt new car again((:

went central and waited for jenny[i tink]<-yuanzhen's fren, and songru((: we went kfc and found it crowded wif ppl but luckily yuanzhen has sharp eyes and spotted the seat for 8 pple de then we heck care go there seat...haha:D...i ate zinger burger and yuanzhen oso then jenny and songru dunno eat wat burger...then sth terrible happened...haha:D no larh...

mr jt came into kfc with kokwee and youwei((: then they cant find seat so end up they sat wif us...then songru sae she gtg so she went home first...mr jt's chinese vry bad lar...haha:D coz yuanzhen gt the marketing script with her then jt go take and read the chinese part...he stumble at least 10 times for a passage of abt 50-60 words...haha:D

then he asked me a qns,"why are you always smiling?" i have nvr tot tt i seem to always be smiling...probably bcoz he just nvr seen me nt smiling bah...i have cried,whine and yarh, juz not smiling bt when he asked me this qns i guess i was rather shocked coz i have nvr realli tot abt tt((:

my smile is just a mask is my answer to him((: i tink tt human's emotions are juz their different masks and they will put them on whenever they tink is necessary...i feel lyk writing a lot on this but wif my mum nagging bside me i cant...nvm nxt time bah...i can use this for essay writing((: hopefully mid yr got this then i can write((: bt i dun tink i will be tt lucky to get wat i wish for((:

after tt 2 other guys came and join them then me,yuanzhen and jenny finished our meal and left((: then me and yuanzhen lyk siao keep reading the script wif funny accents((:

class wise eveything is a mess...i duno why i m saying this but this is how i feel...myabe it's coz i'm a mess...i owe so much hw larh...argh...i muz stop tinking abt it or else i would be hauted wif dreams of teacher hounding me for hw...haha((:

will realli try to blog again but most prob after exams bah...

2008-03-29T16:57:00.000+08:00

sorri for nt blogging for so long ler...

life is pretty normal...except...

DANCE IS JOINING NDP'08!!!!hahas:D
i love laoshi!!!hope that it will be lyk NDP'06(((:

this is to nicholas and the whole of 301:

SORRY!!!SORRY!!!SORRY!!! can you guys forgive us for wat happened at the mass game semi-finals???pls???i will do everything within my means for you guys...pls...realli sorry for all that has happened..it happened too fast...SORRY 301!!!

305
i know you guys will kill me if you see this post but it realli is our fault tt nicholas was injured...
i know it is embarassing as i wrote this on my blog and everyone on Earth is able to see this...
i know i am being too much to think i have the authority to represent 305 to apologise...

and i just wanna say...
we are realli in the wrong and we owe them an apology...

Me
i hate wat happened tho it was some time ago liao....sorry for not saying sorry earlier when it happened

nicholas,sorry for not caring for you when you were injured, i am a dancer but also a 305-er...i want to ask wat happened and to care as i co-dancer and as a friend(even if u dun treat me as one) but i cant as a 305-er....sorry...

dance was megafun but nt on wednesdae...
me,luhong and celia were suppose to be in charge and everything was in such a mess larh...cries...i desperately need help and somemore is tio sabo-ed then have to be in charge larh...dun lyk being forced to do things coz i will be in a complete mess...and everything WAS in a complete mess...argh...y me?shud have given me time to settle down with this idea first lar...and we were like the first time doing this....

back to class things...sitting arrangements and class commitee changed ages ago and because i ddint update...i sae nw((:
new chairman is samuel who is vry nice((:vice-chair is donna who is ultra nice(((: treasurer is still yurou(:care reps are hazel and jason who are vry nice((:the rest i lazy sae...hehe:D
now i changed sit to sitting beside zhihui...feel so bad separating her and huanyuan...bt nt my fault is the zheng mian change de...to my left is gaoya,right is zhihui,front is yunna,back is zhongwei,diagonally front-left is qianying, diagonally front-right is jason, diagonally back-left is darren, diagonally back-right is samuel...

i love the place i m sitting now tho i noe pple sitting ard me hate it haha...i so annoying who will lyk sitting wif me?poor samantha has to sit in front of kunwei but at least gt lynn beside kunwei and adwin beside samantha...

but no calling of samantha sam lers...coz samuel oso sam((:hahas...will have disastrous results if i call sam...so now i call her by her full name...i still rmb there was one b lim call sam to go up then samantha was lyk: huh??me or samuel...then i was luaghing away and i told her is her and after tt time, b lim nvr call sam go up ler...now sae samantha or samuel...hahas:D

recently...faced lots of ups-and-downs and pple sae a person face ups-and-downs in their whole life...i faced them in one week...wonderful...

no one knows how i feel how i think or even how i want to live my life...not even me

2008-03-02T19:55:00.000+08:00

i have nt blogged for entirely 2months and duno how many daes...so sori...i will juz highlight some things(:

three-oh-five(:
consists of a bunch of nice pple(:
1. Wei Jia
2. Zhi Hui
3. Hui Jie
4. Yun Na
5. May Ee
6. Gao Ya
7. Si Hui
8. Li Shi
9. Wan Chun
10.Wan Ying
11. Donna
12. Joan
14. Fang Yu
15. Xiu Jing
16. Zoelyn
17. Qian Ying
18. En Ci
19. Pei Ling
20. Samantha
21. Jing Wen
22. Wan Ling
23. Lynn
24. Hazel
25. Yu Rou
26. Zhong Wei
27. Wei Jie
28. You Wei
29. Chin Chye
30. Darren
31. Eddy
32. Adwin
33. Kok Wee
34. Jason
35. Huan Yuan
36. Kelvin
37. Melvin
38. Wai Hoong
39. Tian Jun
40. Samuel
41. Kun Wei

the girls are chio and the guys are not bad...hahas:D

Chingay '08
i was part of the production team!!!!hahas:D
same group as phoebe and peixian bt on actual dae peixian nt feeling well so nvr come...
phoebe and tianjun can be so disgusting lar...hahas:D
they tok so mushy de...eeeeee bt oso vry xian mu them(:

Dance
nothing major happened
laoshi told us tt we r joining ndp '08(:
my mum sae best dun go bt i wan to go so much!!!(:
so i gg...hehes:D
do a lot of 'zhuan' during dance pracs...
always wan puke bt coz stomach empty nth to puke...(:

Valentine's Day
back tracking(:
gave sweets(:
got sweets and chocs(:
thx so much(:
tho is quite late to sae thx nw(:
hope tt i wud nt have to give a special gift to a special someone onli ten yrs later...hahas:D

Results
mine results no gd):
i wan do btr!!!
i flunked geog...so sad lor
hvnt get back physics and ss
pray hard...
lucky eng nt bad...19/30[[i passed!!!:)]]
maths nt tt gd...can do much btr de...jiayou!!!!(:
bio...urgh...feel sick of my horrible bio results...dun tell u(:
chem oso nt gd):
chi even worse...at least nvr fail happy liao(:
muz do btr for mid-yr!!!jinger jiayou!!!!(:

Road Run 08
being the referee for sec3s mass games was no fun at all!!!):
they dun respect us larh...
keep saying u no gd go find teacher btr...

i cried after first game...
feel so dumb for crying...
de referee's decision is final lor...
thx mr ng and mr chan(:
esp mr chan(: for helping me while i cried...;P
the sec3s onli respect teacher lor...dun give me nor weimann the least bit of respect...

dun lyk some pple after these games ler...hehe:D
but the best is no needa run(:
cheering pple is my thing!(:

Craps
hahas:D duno why i wish for someone to be beside me when i m still so young[[u guys shud noe wat i mean]]...have dumb dreams of being able to find someone whom i could rely on...bt i guess tt's pretty normal(: dreams aside...went for career talk...still duno wat to aim for...

i mean...being an accountant wud be best coz i lyk maths bt i wan to try lots of other stuffs...bt wif no particular goal...one wud fail to acheive success...

haiz, muz stop toking liddat...jinger shudnt b liddat de(: muz smile more(:

bt i juz cant...the stress from sec3 life is starting to get into me...and by trying to make pple smile is even more difficult...everytime i see someone smiling, i wud wonder to myself...why is it so difficult for me smile lyk them?

stupid jokes may make me laugh but those r juz temporary...i duno when i can ever laugh my head off lyk when i was young...i shud stop this type of toking...CIAO!(:

2007-12-15T19:47:00.000+08:00

ages since i last posted....

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAE VINCENT!!!:)u shud feel honored coz u r the first guy i wish happy bdae on my blog...HAPPY BIRTHDAE JIAYI!!!:) so lucky lor...same day born ders...hahas:)hope tt u enjoyed ur bdae:)

Class Chalet

class chalet rocks!!!:)sorry to onli blog abt it now:)will give in detail:)

11 Dec 07[[1st dae]]

meeting time was at 1.00pm at harbourfront interchange...alighted bus 963 but couldnt see anyone at interchange so went down to mrt station...while going down the escalator,saw huimin...then i vry funny lor...go tok to her thn we one going up the other going down:) hahas:D went up again met her thn we tok tok and sae maybe everyone at mrt station so go down again...saw peijuan and shermaine there reading books so sat down by them and chatted while waiting for the rest to arrive...nxt to arrive is yuhao so he oso sat down but he didnt tok...when ask he staying overnite at chalet...he sae he not going sentosa he juz come harbourfront get $$$ from siewying and xinyi for his bdae present:)after a while, funchung, yewyeong, jianpeng, huanyuan and yongzhuang arrived carrying stuffs:)thanks guys:)they sae the girls havent come coz they waiting for jiahui...they arrived on the nxt train and jiahui is simply GORGEOUS!!!she had makeup on and she seemed so diff from last yr even tho i didnt quite lyk her thn:)soon,the chargers arrived too and sammie was carrying a piggy she sae is her blanket...hahs:D i santched it from her and hugged it all the way...dun wanna give her back:D went to take Sentosa Express and alighted at Beach Station...thn took tram to Siloso Beach Costa Sands Resort...went in and Zoelyn's mum helped us checked in...at first,it was decided tt girls will take 2nd floor and guys will take 3rd floor but coz not enuf space so some girls muz go up...but duno y end up so many girls want go up sleep with the boys thn the boys vry ke lian no space sleep...in the end,the guys wanted to see if can book another room but no xtra rooms then the spend tha nite walking around Sentosa...so ke lian lor...not much activities for tt dae...we moved the 1st layer of the bed down so tt everyone in the room can sleep then went out walked around...ate instant noodle for lunch and dinner...so pathetic...wanted to order mac for supper but no delivery to Sentosa de so slept with an empty stomach...o ya...went to play LUGE with siewying and xinyi but they deserted miie behind coz they learn how to use liao...planned to watch sunrise nxt morning...tried to sleep thn SOMEONE sms miie...attempted to sleep after replying...lols...

12 Dec 07[[2nd dae]]

1.30am : woke up by duno which idiot's snoring then after tt tried to sleep but the person still snoring
2.00am : all the chargers were up and wanted to find out who is snoring but coz 2 pple still asleep we duno is which one but my guess is siewying lor...fell asleep again
4.30am : woke up but it was raining so cant go see sunrise...then we walk ard at the resort and played some games before rain finally stopped...saw the guys but they look vry tired...
at noon : xinyi, jesslyn, shiteng and siewying went home then bcome onli the few of us occupy the whole room....then went to koufu eat breakfast...came back heard tt kesmeen and funchung argued and kesmeen was crying then oso duno wat to do lor...then kesmeen ate panadol and went to sleep...then huimin and noel went downstairs to find funchung coz i tell them i saw him...they call him go sleep so he will have energy then he requested to have coffee first...he so weird lor...who before sleep drink coffee der???then they come our room coz kesmeen sleeping upstairs and huimin sae he muz sleep until 3pm...ard 4 hrs liddat thn huimin sleep beside him in case he wake up then miie and noel looked at them sleep then when they fell asleep we wanted to tok abt sth but the other chargers came back so we cant tok...then they tok so loudly wake funchung and huimin up lor...then when they finally went out again,we didnt get the chance to tok coz huimin and funchung awake so everytime we see funchung sit up we call him lie down:)hahas:D bully him by making he sleep...funny hor?? then in the end he woke up before 3 and we all tok tok tok...he requested to go toilet then huimin sae liddat muz add more time to him staying in the room on the bed...hahas:D in the end he went out at 4pm with the others to set up the bbq stuffs...i stayed behind to wait for sam they all come back coz the have the room key...while waiting,vincent came and put his bag in the room...i was bored stiff and cant tink of anything to sae so there was lyk an awkward silence before he went down...then he come up again to get margarine then we tok a bit before he go down again to pass them the magarine...waited until wana sleep liao then sam they all come back and the most annoying thing is i m waiting for them with an empty stomach while they went sakae sushi and took their own sweet time enjoying their meal...wth lars...after bbq,wanted to go eat ben&jerry's but close liao so went back to resort for huiming to get her things then sent her on her way home...went back to resort then everyone on jungle trail...so sad lor...i too scared then dun wana go...they sae vry fun...then yongzhuang and huanyuan say they wana stay but in our room coz they dun wan same room as u-noe-whos...hehes:D then funchung oso stay overnite...they took the bed closer to toilet...toking to the guys thru-out the nite was fun especially with noel staying in our room coz she was locked out of her room...lol...then they go sae ghost story thru-out the nite...so scary lor...wat's more sam, yuanzhen and junjie occupy the whole bed...i slept on the floor under the aircon lor...so cold lor...then funchung and noel onli 2 pple who didnt sleep...they sae i sleeptalked...hahas:D

13 Dec 07[[3rd dae]]

onli the 3 of us awake at 4.30am tho everyone sae wana watch sunrise...lols...noel even played the 'spongebob squarepants' theme song bside their ears and they still sleep so soundly...still got someone snoring lor...tried to sleep but realli too cold...teeth chattering lar...then funchung's jacket cant keep miie warm de lor...even tho it is so big...hahas:D funchung,thx anyways:)morning tt time keep toking...so much to tok...vry fun but miie,noel and sueng vry ke lian...coz lack of sleep...whole nite cant sleep well...then when sam and yuanzhen woke up,they got out of the bed to give us some space to rest but junjie go occupy the whole space to herself lar...lol...then after she moved a bit,noel lie down and slept a while then sueng...i washed up alrdy then get to rest a while...packed up and checked out at 10.30am...went to take the bus back to harbourfront and went vivo to watch movie...we watched [[The Golden Compass]] at 1.45pm...was rather nice tho it is quite draggy...would lyk to watch the continuation of it:)went home after the movie alone...so sad rite???i fell asleep immediately upon reaching home on the sofa...hahas:D

A message to fivers: I ❤ you guys and i am so gonna miss having all of you in my class nxt yr...hope tt we could all be friends forever...and tt there wud be more gatherings in future:)

i tink it will be realli long before i post again so...wish everyone a Merry X'Mas:)

*muackiies*

2007-11-27T17:08:00.000+08:00

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are unique, witty, and even a little snobby.You're quite proud of who you are, and nothing is going to change that.You've paved your own way in life, and you've ended up where you want to be.
Underneath it all, you feel very isolated from the rest of the world.It's hard to find people to relate to you on every level.The mundane interests of your friends and family often bore or depress you.

What's" the Part of You That No One Sees?

2007-11-25T18:16:00.000+08:00

samantha and many others have called miie to post but realli no mood...

always have a lot of things to say but could nvr convince myself to post it here...

long post cut short...open house was great and i bet evryone enjoyed themself:)

that's all for now...rather short post for me but it's all i feel lyk saying now...hope i can open my heart to someone or here somedae:)Ciao:)

2007-11-13T06:57:00.000+08:00

ages since i last posted:)sorry abt tt but i tink it's okae cos my blog is so dead that no one come often:)class blog oso liddat...must do sth lars:)

went to buy my books todae...i was wearing home clothes thn saw a bunch of teachers sitting in the canteen...faster ran away go buy books and uniform...after buying my mum checked the stuff in the canteen and i saw jt and smiled at him:)thn on way back my dad was lyk asking hu is tt weird guy smiling at you juz now and i tell him is my teacher...lols:D

Sunday stayed at home watching TV but went out in the evening to ask the pple in city chain to change the strap of my watch coz breaking lers...so pathetic lors...after that went to eat pizza hut...walk from westmall to pizza hut...unexpectedly, i saw yunian giving out flyers thn he was lyk,"eh?没有去中国arh?"lols...if i go china thn who are u looking at???food at pizza hut wasnt realli nice...thn the hut's ocean platter tt i ordered was somewhat lyk burnt thn the fish nugget still uncooked...YUCKS!!!went back to westmall after eating...looked at clothes at this fashion...so nice but didnt try...lols:D went to Watts In and bought a watch coz i feel weird without a watch...went home after that...

Saturdae went kbox with yuanzhen and beeleng...met beeleng at 1pm thn walked to bt batok central,EmiCakes, to buy cake for yuanzhen...her bdae is on this coming fridae...it was still way early til our meeting time so we went to take bus 66 to jurong east...yz came at ard 2.05pm so we went up to kbox together.yz signed up as member so cheaper thn got into room K6, ordered chicken nugget,fries and sotong ball for snacks ,2 bowls of chips and 1 bowl of mixed nuts for tidbits and for drinks, i ordered coke while they ordered ice lemon tea...sang all the way til 7pm...at ard 3+,i choose the happy birthdae song in the list but when it started playing, we were laughing lyk siao coz it sounds rather weird thn we gave yz the cake+present:)At 7pm, my parents+sister came to fetch miie and we went, Adam Road eat stingray...sounds quite weird lyk this but it is actually quite a delicacy to those who lyk spicy food...it is YUMMY!!!:D...went home after that...

last mondae was marketing at west grove primary and the kids,okay,student, were so C-U-T-E!!!:D we even saw liangyuan's sister lor...didnt noe he was from west grove primary but wat do i noe abt guys even from our class???lols...was fun there coz litao was lyk the little boys' idol...they keep sticking to him...it was from morning til noon so it was rather boring in the later part of the dae and we started telling 冷笑话...thn the M-R-T one was ultra funny lors...weimann was lyk continuously laughing and her face was lyk a red apple...hahas:D

wednesdae helped at Food For The Heart...went ard collecting toys in the van with noel while huimin and teohyi went to other schools in a truck/lorry...thn noel tell miie she helping out for the 4th time lers...so good lors...i want help my mum dun let me...she sae wednesdae last time alrdy...i onlie helping out 3rd time lor...went to St Anthony Sec,Jurong Sec and Chong Fu Pri...there was too much toys at Chong Fu Pri thn miie and noel were lyk sweating and going crazy ler lors...thn the driver went back to Chinese International School to drop the toys thn the truck coming to get the rest of the toys...waited for ard an hour bfore the truck finally arrives...we were bored stiff liao lor...after finally finished moving the toys,we sat at the back of the truck and when it was moving,we xiao diao and started screaming and it feels great screaming lyk this,with the air rushing past u:)love to do it again:D

tt's all for now!!!:D bombarding my readers once and for all,will blog more next time:)LOVE to all fivers!!!:)will miss u guys, BFFs!!!hahas:)LOVE to all dancers too!!!:)lucks to the sec4s:)BFFs!!!:)

2007-10-27T15:10:00.000+08:00

hi everyone!!!I'm back from camp!!!:)

Leadership camp
day 1: took bus to Changi Walk and to the campsite...looked quite nice and peaceful but not realli as good as shown in pictures...met our camp chief and instructors:)they are all wonderful people:)scolded alot as it is our first day...made some new frens:)our group names are all names of food...my group de name is PRATA!!!hahas:D nice name hor???still got groups call [[pizza]],[[meesiam]],[[meepok]],[[pasta]] and still got [[thosai]]...so weird rite??got 10 groups thn 10 different food names for each group lor...the day passed quite peacefully:)enjoyed the day pretty much:)slept not that well with planes flying above our dorms...

day2: woke up at ard 6...had morning exercise,flag-raising...activities carried out...it was so damn fun can???:D hahas...went for CRC..beeleng and siewying oso go CRC...thn nid to wear safety harness plus helmet...climb up onto some sort of tree trunk lahs...thn muz jump to reach for a bar...beeleng was lyk :" mummy i want to come down!!!" lols...siewying and some others oso...thn i vry funny de lor...act 勇敢 thn go up i ask can scream or not coz vry high thn i scared of heights mahs...thn mr edmund ng say can thn i scream lyk siao thn say 1,2,3 thn step up and coz i too short so i didnt bother to jump for it...i juz jump and let my self drop...after tt go to the wire thing...memorable one is siewying...she went up and shake lyk siao lor...the instructor in charge of the staion was saying tt she was dancing on the wire...lols...ended the day with campfire without fire...we were rather high mainly bcoz it was 2 girls plus instructor Wayne's bdae:)happy belated birthday!!!:)

day3: we bargained the day b4 and supposed to wake up onli at 7.15am...good rite???hahas but still woke up at 6.30am larhs...coz nid pack-up...area cleaning after that...my group is "chosen" to clean the toilet...what luck...it is so damn disgusting can???one toilet got SHIT inside thn the flush spoil ler thn still muz use water to pour in to flush it down...wash the toilet until everyone is drenched from top to toe lor...thn still cannot change clothes or whatsoever coz wash toilet liao thn cannot dirty so cannot go inside...did 1234 Buddha Claps:)we want set record so no one can break:)went back to NanHua in a small old bus...a few instructors followed us back...thn Wayne shouted,"ni men HIGH不HIGH???""HIGH!!!""为什么???""因为我们是NANHUAHIGH!!!!:D" thn we were lyk so damn high lors...pratas shouted bye to our beloved instructor DANI:)she vry cute lors...

BACK!!!!
after the instructors are gone...the whole school was in the mess lors...getting back of report books...i got into triple geog!!!:)WHOOTS!!!:)i was lyk rushing around lyk siao lor thn still muz borrow blazer and get forms and stuffs...will give more details when i have time...realli tired now...goodbye and good nite!!!:)

2007-10-16T04:10:00.000+08:00

quite some time no post lers...

EOY results are out and are horrible!!!!ARGH!!!!duno if will affect the choosing of my subject combi or not...
English - 64/110
Chinese - 70.5/100
History - 61/100
Art - 56/100
Science - 69.5/100
Literature - 30/50
Mathematics - 80/100
Geography - 46.5/100

Haix, vry horrible right???i failed my geog and even my science dropped so much...so much so that even mr chew asked me wat happened lors...hate myself so much...tell u sth even tho it isnt such a big deal...i cried when i got back my science paper...lol...cant believe i realli did tt...so morale is: MUST WORK HARD OR ELSE YOU WILL SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES!!!:P

next so long no dance coz of EOYs and hols so when last fridae there was dance, i was like a stone...okae lars, i mean not realli like a stone bt juz not as flexi as b4...harden lers...thn oso fatten lers coz no control over myself during the whole period...hahas:D...thn till todae my calf still feel pain...muz train more so tt i can have my flexi back!!!:)

chose my subject on saturdae lers...22,21 thn 15...wana take xtra subject but duno wat to do... can some one tell me???my cousin sae for last yr they take a form but she sae duno dis yr is how leh...anyone who is going to take xtra subject can tell me???pls and thank you:)

recently watched [[Bring It On: All or Nothing]]...vry nice lors...all those cheerleading stuff chao fab ders...their steps all so well done all to sae wonderful:)their cheer steps all vry nice...i wanna learn!!!lols:D

okaes...will blog again some other dae!buaiix:)

2007-10-07T13:10:00.000+08:00

my blog dying lers...duno how to keep it alive lehs...sometimes i got so much to say but i just duno how to express it out...

mondae last paper lers...science!luckily physics 50% lors...or else sure die ders...ytd was maths...paper 1 vry confident but paper 2 hor...vry horrible,dun sae lers...

previous humanities subjects all vry jialat...english still okae chinese oso...thank u mr chee and mr tan der encouragement...i truely appreciate it and i tink everyone else too:)

art was just anyhow done coz i got idea but can never be able to express it out...haix, sad rite?

everytime i blog...i feel tt i m being stupid somhow like toking to computer liddat even tho i know it will never reply miie coz it cant tok like humans...i noe tt my posts are going to be read by frens or even family so all my innermost thoughts will be kept forever in miie unless i can truely find someone that i can trust vry much...so much that the person can see the other side of miie and not the person i m potraying myself as...

i tink the ones i trust most would be my family...esp my mum, she is like my bestest fren, i confide in her whenever i have any troubles but i kept some secrets from her and i feel quite guilty when i dun tell her...

i hope that one dae, i will be able to find someone else other than my mum to share my secrets with...i feel really lonely in the inside...much more than you tink you know...

2007-09-08T14:50:00.000+08:00

hiies pple!!!i m back!!hahas:D my blog is vry dead...

okaes...counting down...10 more minutes to not ny bdae anymore...sad:(

lols...dunno to feel happy or unhappy...

unhappy bcoz this yr i didnt get i bdae cake and was scolded alot todae:(

happy bcoz i got to go cafe cartel for dinner plus all the nice nice gifts and wishes from all the sweet and hot pple!!!:)hahas:D

ytd,dae b4 my bdae,gt ms tan dance fr 8-12nn...was thinking of bon-ing but decided against it...went there sew the costumes and got pricked by the needle and bled...such an unfortunate thing to happen b4 ur bdae...released at12.30pm and rushed home...bathed and changed and ate some chicken rice tt my mum has bought and rush to jec meet the dolly chargers:)

we went to watch the 2.45pm show for RATATOUILLE...the stupid ticket person lazy print ticket or either lost one of it thn placed one for the previous show ticket on top...ended up we go wrong theater and everyone was looking at us like we were aliens...after tt,we knew sth was nt rite and when sueng took off the staple tt stapled all the tickets together,she found out tt we were in the wring theater thn quickly rush out and go rite one...so embarrassing lah...

aft movie we wanted to go kbox but ended up didnt go...went to take neos:)took 2 times lors...hahas:)there was like of the neo duno y i was closing my eyes so i looked ultra weird bt still quite nice with the rest of them bside:)hahas:)after all the neos, it was past 6 and we all rushed hme...took the bus hme with junjie and we were having sum discussions on sum secret tt i will only tell sum pple:)hahas:)

thank u those who wished miie happy birthdae!!!!:)even though onli a few pple did:)
-Ser Hiang [pri sch bestie hu rmbs my bdae:)]
-Bee Leng [the sweet sweet bumble bee:)]
-Jun Jie [my nice nice jie jie:)]
-Samantha [the chio bt lil insane sammie:)]
-Hui Ming [the pink gurl maddie:)]
-Su Eng [ms spicy and hot gurl:)]
-Yuan Zhen[the cool kitchen:)]
-Daphne [the best cuzzie and senior:)]
-Merrien [the nice merr merr from dance:)]

and i realli wana thank mummy and daddy for the zinc bag u guys bought for miie even though it cost so much:)junjie,sueng and yuanzhen for the teddy bear:)huiming and sammie for the beautiful wind chime...it is realli quite a speciel gift to recieve:)lastly,beeleng for the pair of earrings!:)sori mr chew!coz of my earring, u didnt recieve any prezzie from beeleng on teachers' dae!hahas:)

okaes...gtg lers:)buaiix!lurve u guys so much!!!:)lurve wahalagalugime!!:)lurve all fivers!!!!:)and lurve dance+dancers+laoshi!!!!:)

2007-08-13T07:44:00.000+08:00

okaes...blogg is half-dead at the moment....

common test is starting tmr so cant come online anymore for ct period....

lit is nt tt bad...coz oliver twist is easier...bt still gt chem test tmr...sianz...then dumbdumb miie forgt to bring hme geog txtbk then muz study lyk xiao tmr:(

dance does nt realli rock tt much actually...haiz, all my high-ness when toking abt dance is all gone...actually is coz of my own batch larhs...quite disappointed with them and myself...realli wish we can train the sec1s properly but nth is gg smoothly at the moment...given up on taking grp photo lers...coz i tink until we graduate oso no time take...some of them so unwilling...wish tt we can help the new excos in bringing the whole dance back together...o ya, congrats to the new excos!!!

thru the new exco, i can sae: GIRLS RULE, BOYS DROOL:) hahas...no offence juz for fun:)

okae, back to main topic...well, currently we r in a mess...dance, i mean, coz...i oso duno coz wat...haiz, juz hope all problems can be solved bahs...even if it means solving them one by one and that by the time we graduate not all probs are solved...the least we can do is be a part in solving the problem and not be a part in creating problems...

last but not least...

HAPPY BIRTHDAE SUENG!!!:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAE XUEMIAO!!!:)

wish you 2 gurls a happy bdae and gd lucks to everyone for upcoming common test!!!:)lurviies:)

2007-07-28T14:03:00.001+08:00

i have so much to sae...and i duno where to start...

okaes,first, i have created our sec2 dancers' blog:http://dancing--to93ther.blogspot.com/
this is the blog which we wud post our upd8s on us sec2 dancers:)

school is not tt bad nowadays...not lagging too bhind in my studies now...realli muz study vry hard lerhs...my grades r dropping so muz pull it up...jiayou bah!:)

dance is fun...met with sum problems but i tink as long as we r one family,one group and work with one heart, we can solve all those problems together:)

matrix is so difficult!!!lalala...still muz get my cuzzie's ic to go in see the subject and the lessons...so chim lor...

i feel guilty for covering up sth for sum pple...but if dun help them cover up, we wud get everyone in trouble...suan le bahs...wat's done cannot be undone...

hope to be able to finish cheorographing and learning the dance from merr...hope to be able to take a group photo by August latest...i realli wana do sth to tt ugly blogskin!!!okae lars, it is nt ugly bt juz nt vry suitable...

not feeling realli well ytd, was looking realli pale, even the cleaner auntie oso ask if i sick...after school go dance then got running...chest pain again...dunno y, the more i ren3, the more tong4 it gets...feels faint lors...

haiz...wana sae more but not much time lers...gtg buaiix:)lurve all of u out there:)

2007-07-14T16:20:00.000+08:00

lols...miie and my crap last post...so sorri abt tt:)

okaes...ytd got geog test...so damn diff lors...hope tt i can score well, my grades dropping tremendously lers...if still dun do btr i wont b able to pull my marks up...

sianz...no dance again...ytd tok abt nomination thingy...lyk almost all sec2s and 3s there...of course we noe wat to do larhs...before nomination thing, daphine meet us in 208 classrm to tok abt wat xinyu told miie,huisan,luhong and evelyn on thurs...all she mention was:muz nominate the right people as exco...

that is sssssssssoooooooo not wat xinyu means lor...haiz, bt i dun blame her coz she nt ard when xinyu told us...xinyu saes tt dance is vry luan now after they are bhind the scenes...the main point is that we shud get together and tink of a solution and not realli nomionating the right exco though it is one of the points she mentioned:)

guys...i feel lyk slapping sum sec2 guys present(u noe hu u r)...u might tink tt tinks arent tt serious coz u were nt the ones hu was sitting before xinyu and watching her tear drop while telling us all these prob dance is facing...pls, nxt time, tink twice before making any stupid jokes can?u might nt noe or realise tt everytime while daphine speaks and i heard u making stupid jokes, i was abt to burst wif anger and tears were hanging on my eyes...things in life are nvr as simple as u tink...

i tink us sec2s shud oso find 1 dae, we meet together and tink of a solution to let the sec1s respect and still dun hate us to the core...and i tink the solution is most definately not pumping them, dear liangyuan,i noe u meant it as a joke lars bt pls...i noe the guys have a way wif the sec1 guys so muz give us gurlz sum tips kaes?thx guys:)

back to class stuffs...english have to write essay on INSPIRATION...so dumb lors,vry difficult coz no inspiration to write anything on inspiration...in the end i wrote an arguementative essay on inspiration...lols...write a load of craps...ended up more wrds then enough...lols...430+...omg, my first time lors:)

enough toking lers...post more nxt time bahs:)buaiix darlings..hahas:D

2007-07-08T05:25:00.000+08:00

okaes...took off the other post lers...realli sorri if i upset anyone...i realli duno wat's wrong with myself...i juz feel lyk letting everything out...

i know i may sound dumb but i dunno y i have a feeling tt i m gg to leave tis wurld soon...nononono...muz get these tots out of my mind...i muz b giving myself too much stress...hope i can clear my mind soon...

okaes so now back to normal stuffs...tis few week duno y gt soo many people nt feeling well, including miie.well, everyone muz take care of themself worhs:)i will help if i can bt u still muz take care of urselves:)

2007-06-21T15:09:00.000+08:00

no time to post so i will cut it short:)

6Jade class gathering was ont Tues...suppose to be a potluck party in 6Jade'05 classroom...then sth terrible happened!!!Ms Leong had forgotten abt this gathering and had went home!!!in the end,we spent our time in the canteen eating up all those junk we brought for the potluck party:P

SerHiang and miie shared cost for the snack and bottle of Miranda Grape...bt in the end no cups so attach 2 straws to drink...so damn funny lorrs...feel weird to see the rest of them agaion though not everyone went:)

played truth or dare:)at first i was so lucky coz everyone had a turn then was nvr miie and the nxt thing i noe...the stupid bottle kip turning to miie!!!Argh!then muz do dare bcoz previous time do truth...the guys vry bu he zuo lor...i oso duno wat to do coz jessica call miie to give the guys the potato chip:P

upd8 nxt time:Pbuaiix:)

2007-06-16T14:59:00.000+08:00

hey people...this blogg wud not have any unhappy tok here and photos wud be uploaded at my new blog:)feel free to visit tt blog to look for photiies of urself or ur fwens there:)credit miie if u r taking any photos and b4 taking muz tell miie first:) http://wishiing-miie-smilez.blogspot.com/

2007-06-05T12:10:00.000+08:00

Hi again!!!so long no post lers...miss this feeling=D

okaes...last week was realli eventful for miie^-^...Mondae was cultural pop...it was a gr8 success and i hope everyone had realli enjoyed it=)my parents went and they sae tt the part where melvin got hit on his butt was the funniest..hahas,i tink everyone agrees so:D...the bad part during the cultural pop rehearsal was tt us,cultural sec2 gals didnt get to hav a proper meal...weeps..but hanging out with all the dancers for the first time in our life and the last performance wif the sec4s...so gonna miss them:( sec4s RAWKS!!!!^-^

couldnt wake up on tuesdae coz went home l8 after cultural pop...went skool for tt dumb maths olympiad:P all my answers hor...use guess one...hehes...after tt rushed to jurong east to meet xinyi,huimin,siewying&noel for the lit project...by the time i reached,they hav alrdy finished assigning the jobs so we went pizza hut and i hav my brunch there...after tt,we went to take sum neos and went to the arcade...as i was wearing my skool uni..i wore my jacket and took off my skirt b4 gg in...i was left wif my fbt and jacket and i dun realli look lyk a student liaos..hahas^-^then smuggled in and tried my luck at the "grabbing" machine and i gt my tou fu on my first try!!!whoots:)

^^^my toufu is so cute!!!^^^

thursdae was my lil sis's bdae so we went to suntec and dined at Swensen's!!!so fun lors...dun realli rmb wat was the drink i ordered bt it tasted realli weird:P..it was yellow in colour...had a paper umbrealla poked through a longan in it and some weird white stuff on it...quite fizzy larhs bt still nt tt nice:)

sundae...my grandma's bdae so the whole family organised a poolside buffet at Selatar Country Club...we went there earlier to hav a swim in the pool b4 the celebration...it was realli fun and i totalli enjoyed it...it has been so long ever since i last swam:)the coolest thing was tt the toilet was air-conditioned and their were even hair-dryers tt we can use!!!the water from the shower was warm and shampoo+bathe formulas was provided!!!it was realli high class in there=)after tt was the buffet...nth nice abt the food:P...after the buffet..walked ard a bit b4 gg to the bowling alley..realised there was a tv there so went to watch 神雕侠侣...watch half-way, went dwn for cake...the cake was realli creamy and i tink i hav gained weight lers:(...went up to the bowling alley str8 after finishing the cake coz wanted to watch the show but there was a selfish man there..he vry horrible leh..nt watching tv then i wana change to channel u oso cannot...stupid man...reading newspaper and dun let people watch tv...how can liddat one?selfish stupid man:P

ytd did nth much xcept slacking abt the hse...decided to do my hw tis wk...hope i can finish most of it bahs:)finished the maths on ace-learning lers...yangle vry pro lors...all 100%!!!he xiao one...timothy oso another one...haix...y they all so pro???:P

Dance onli nxt wk then start...haix so sad...i feel tt i m fattening everydae...*sobs*hope tt by the end of tis hols i might b able to slim dwn...even a teeny-weeny bit wud do^-^buaiix for now!!!hope i can post soon again:D

^^^hahas...miie zi-lianing again:P^^^

2007-05-13T07:55:00.000+08:00

ytd got dance...so happy even though todae feel lyk dying...i xiao lers...really lurve it when i sweat a lot...hahas=D

mr low tell us tt cultural pot might/will be the last time we dance wif the sec4s...sobs...gonna miss seeing them...gonna miss getting scolded by them...hehes:D i realli gone mad lers..

had bio test ytd...quite tough but i tink still can be consider as quite managable bahs=)..VJ lesson, we went to com lab...as u can see from my previous post, u shud noe tt i blogged during tt time^-^hehes..shuddent hav did tt..tt stupid manka go and backspace everything somemore...hai wo still nidda retype everything...manka, i will rmb tt one!!!!

back to dance topic...mr low call us girls totry out one "stunt"...jump up and end up standing from lying down...dun understand rite?i oso duno wat i saying...hahas..but we did sth somewat liddat lahs...ask other dancers bah...i tink they can xplain even clearer to u...girls+guys oso can^-^

lalala...yeah!!!can 'torture' sec1s on mondae...hehheh...we r gonna hav the fun of our life...beware of how u bhave in front of us okaes?[sec1s]hahas...pls dun blame us for treating u liddat...we had no choice...we dun wana get killed one hor...so juz listen to us,treat us btr and pumping shout louder than nth vry bad will happen lers...we can hav fun times together liddat=) o ya...girls, muz bond well wif the guys okae?i dun tink they r too bad lahs even though i duno them but still muz bond!!!dun be lyk us,sec2s,so shy..hahas^-^

i realli vry thick skin lehs..nvm...gtg go lerhs..buaiix,tell more nxt time=)muackiies to all the darlings out there^-^

2007-05-11T13:52:00.000+08:00

hahas...posting using school com again...

haiz...i feel realli realli empty...after syf,it's like i dun hav anymore goals...vry sad...vry empty...i hope i hav sth to work torwards to...

nowadays,i cant seem to concentrate during lessons..especially maths...dun understand watever crap he toking...hehes..oways use maths olympiad methods..lalala=D

Maths olympiad competitions coming lers...vry scared but i simply lurve the maths olympiad lessons...vry fun...learn new stuffs and methods of doing maths...lurve it when i figured out how to use the methods...lurve it when i noe how to apply on real sums...hehes=D using pai bi to write my blogg now...

okaes...muz sign off lers..buaiix:)lurve ya^-^

2007-05-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

hahas...erm..sori for not posting for so long...realli realli busy.even now..hehes:D
using com lab de com to blogg now...hehes:P okae...update more nxt time...realli...i promise^-^lurve yas^-^and o ya...NHDS Rox!!!!Two Gold wif honours leh...okae..buaiix!!!^-^

2007-04-22T07:40:00.000+08:00

Mondae(16 April)

went to dance studio when reached school...cultural syf is todae...realli vry scared...hope everything wud go smoothly.no lessons for todae.yipee!:)Dance was quite successful afterall...hope we could get wat we deserved:)most sec3s and 4s cried when the dance was over...us,sec2s,were oso on the verge of crying lerhs...results wud onli be out on wed at 10 am.^-^

Tuesdae(17 April)

nth much happened...after morning assembly went to see ms joy koh for marketing thing...going to south view pri nxt wed...hopefully the results tmr wud be satisfying:)found excuse and bon PE lesson successfully...hahas:P

Wednesdae(18 April)

results out at 10...sec4s having their PE lessons shouted it out to the study block...didnt hear quite clearly though...went for recess when saw rachel,joanne and yilin hugging...i knew sth was on...asked them...they told miie tt cultural gt GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!was realli vry shocked tt i didnt budge and they tot i didnt get it and they repeated it to miie...tears of joy was flowing down my cheeks uncontrollably...after all he hard work we hav put in...we made the school proud!!!most of us,sec2s,cried but apparently the guys hav no trears of joy but they were grinning from ear to ear...duno y...at tt time i feel lyk hugging every cultural dancer...even the guys..realli vry happy...unexpected^-^

Thursdae(19 April)

nth much again...had ms tan's dance todae...wore my slacks even though knee hurts lyk hell...even though ytd's dance we were slacking while the modern people pia..i running when ji he tt time...i fell down and accidentally tore my slacks...didnt noe y knee hurts til change out of slacks...i tore my skin too!!eeww...realli scary bt still beared wif the pain...during ms tan's dance...i tore the plaster tt i pasted on the wound...omg...i shudnt hav gone ahead dancing lyk nth happened...still quite painful when in contact wif anyth...

Fridae(20 April)

sports dae..vry vry lame and sian...school ends at 11am and we r to report to the stadium at 1.30pm so went sumo house wif hm and sj...total cost was $18.50 ...my own share was $7.90 ...quite ex for miie coz i broke for this wk liao bt nvm...long time eat once onli^-^when we r near to finishing our food...saw the guys(including 3.3)sua lyk siao lor...quickly finish my food and go big bkshop...hm and sj wana buy a game bt they nt enough $$$ and they wana share cost...hehes i so bad dun share wif them..coz u noe wat dmb idea hm said???she sae tt the person hu win the game wud bring the game home first then past among the 3 of us...vry lame lor...saw 208 peep...they last minute go big bkshop buy things to make banners for sports dae to support their classmates...vry last minute lor..is was lyk onli less than one hr to do all those things lor...

at the stadium...saw james,gladys and shermaine...they were the emcees for sports dae...then there was one part when the song was playing and james actually sang into the microphone bt onli for a short while...i was giggling coz i heard him sing and they were lyk asking miie y i laugh until liddat..hehes:D ...luckily it rained at around 5 and there was no nid for tt dumb walk around the track...went home on 963...duno where beeleng went...cant find her so go home alone^-^

buaiix...gtg lerhs..posted my baby photo for u guys to see..hehes:D *muackiies*

2007-04-14T17:25:00.001+08:00

cute bahz!

ytd was friday 13...hahas...actually not tt bad mahs...quite happy oso^-^at least Ms Yeo praised us(dance)!!!she saes tt we hav improved a lot since the last time she saw us,which is abt 3 weeks ago...

had maths test ytd too...quite ez larhs but vry scared coz i vry easily careless one...the last time i was so confident tt i wud get more than 15 upon 20..then...i get worse than tt=(...nvm..JiaYous bah!!!hehes..my results are getting from bad to worse:P

for ytd de lit...we went to the skygarden for lesson...hav to mime sth out...i was lyk going mad alrdy lor...i went to the sink there and showed my fwens the escalator thingy...hahas...realli funny one but my knee hurt alot after tt coz morning ran 2.4km for PE...

todae went to skool for dance again...lao shi ran through a few times and start to diao...knee vry vry pain...even though a wear my knee-guard...die liao..hope wud b btr by mon...

dance finished earlier todae...coz got wat dumb national environmental quiz going on...sian diao lor..then heard the chia yew loon tok to the peep in the hall for tt dumb event..so funny..his pronounciation,well,is not tt gd so quite a number of us laughed...^-^

*scared*nervous*afraid*...these 3 words are describing my feelings now...mondae wud be the dae tt we r going for syf '07...realli feeling vry scared now...scared tt i will make a mistake during the performance..nervous..nervous on the result we wud get...afraid..afraid tt after all our hard work..we wont get wat we wants...

but one other feeling i did not mention was HAPPY...coz i feel realli happy to b able to dance wif the sec4s...to b able todance for nanhua...and oso to be able to feel the togetherness of dance...

JiaYous everyone!!!WooHoo...we r gonna rawk the world and let's把台阵坏!!!Yeah:)

2007-04-11T13:25:00.000+08:00

happy belated bdae to karine:9 April(ytd) and happy bdae to fun chung:10 April(todae)..u r 14 lerhs...one yr older one year wiser..hehes:D

ytd was oso shirlene's bdae..we ate pizza outside the dance studio..i even bon maths olympiad juz to celebrate wif shir...she didnt xpect us to b doing this and she cried..but at least she is happy:D

i m quite happy todae coz yuhao said he came to my blog but i not happy purely bcoz of tt...is bcoz of his comment on my photo tt i posted last week^-^ hahas...i oso tink i look quite gd in tt photo but i didnt tink anyone wud comment on my photo and tell miie i look nice in there:D

Another ridiculour thing tt happened bcoz of tt photo...huiming actually asked miie if i had put on mascara!!!so weird lor...lyk is there a nid for mascara???i told her i didnt put on mascara and guess wat she replied??she said tt i looked lyk i hav mascara on now!!!(in school)vry ridiculous rite?:D

tmr wud hav dance prac to lian for syf lerhs..for us cultural, we wud b going for the competition nxt mon..vry scary..so fast jiu yao compete liao...JiaYous bah everyone!!!有很多人在支持我们worh^-^

ytd miss tan de dance...we排cultural pop de dance..it was erm..let's juz say'tiring'...some sec1s were joining us in the dance unexpectedly...but it is gd time for us to train them lor...sec1s muz realli pump more lorr...i mean the galz coz the pumping too little alrdy..sum are disregarding us as sum of my fwens told miie..catch them,dey act in front of u..and the nxt minute after u turn ur back..they will do it again..tis is how bad tis yr's sec1s is...

okaes..dun chat so much liao..juz post another picture and i welcome comments:D i hope it's not too dark...Buaiix!!!^-^

2007-04-08T08:50:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthdae JunJie!!!hope u have a gr8 dae todae!!!^-^

Todae had dance prac...vry sad..alyssa hurt her leg:( hope she could get btr and dance with us...syf is juz round the corner lerhs...laoshi tried to change our positions to cover up for alyssa but realli,she vry important to us coz she gave in a lot to tis dance...realli hope she could get well faster and go syf...

had PT during dance todae...almost fainted coz run run run...after tt,we go back into the hall and do pumping + "Superman"...we hav to do "Sm" for one whole minute leh!!!put down tt time suan lyk xiao lor...

Then after dance,it was raining cats and dogs so called my dad to fetch...luckily he was free..phew..or else muz take bus home and become "luo tang ji" lerhs:D

Now i am blogging in my dad's working place coz my mum and sis came over to help out...so i juz blog lors...hehes^-^

2007-04-07T04:47:00.000+08:00

vry sian so decided to post again...woke up at abt 10plus..had 8 hrs of sleep..hehes:D i sound so bored coz i AM bored...lalalala

nvm...tmr wud b jj's bdae lerhs...juz in case i dun hv time to blogg...Happy Bdae JunJie!!!^-^ u will b 14 tmr,gurl!!!:P i so lame...

let's tok abt the enrichment classes...the first lesson was toking of crap by fat yeo...she say we were gg to hv dance lessons during enrichment..my first tot was:SIAN...my tots were quite rite though.on the second lesson,guess wat???we dance CHICKEN dance..vry lame leh..and the PE teacher teaching us the dance actually call us to imagine we r chickens!!!ridiculous siah...but nevertheless,i enjoyed the dance coz everyone was so funny(esp the guys)hahahas...i so bad laugh at people:P this week was the third lesson and we dance sth lyk a hammer dance???i nt sure wat it is called larhs but oso vry funny coz everyone keep getting messedup wif the steps..hehes:D i oso keep getting messed up..

todae hor my voice is getting back S-L-O-W-L-Y coz ytd shout until sore throat so decided to slack...nt in my actions but by not screaming or shouting at all...i doubt tt anyone notice tt i didnt make a sound coz i made sum pathetic shouts once in a while:D

gotta stop typing so much crap lerhs...hehes...buaiix:P

2007-04-06T16:12:00.000+08:00

todae..gt back maths class test(13/20)...result was not wat i had xpected...i begin to b bad in my maths lerhs...i tink ms ong teach much btr...at least the world class wud onli hv 2 or 3 failing and nt lyk this yr cheeky teach and 6 or 7 failing or even more than tt...

I dun tink anyone had seen this picture^^^b4..tis is ur fwen..miie:D i took tis picture on CNY when going hse to hse to bai nian..nice bahs..hahas^-^..nt nice i sure wont show u peep out there one...i vry zi lian:P

back to todae..want to UCC to rehearse for syf...stage realy vry BIG...bt kemingers shud noe coz for yr 2003,the musical "Stress and Strudel",if i'm not wrong,was performed there..everything abt tt place was vry familiar to miie...

all of us(sec2s-mainly gurlz),were vry high on the bus..we sang songs lyk we were gg on a camping trip..hehes:D...den the sum guyz complain and say they wana sleep...they really dumb lor..the more they complain,the more we sing and even louder than b4...but they juz complain complain complain...

todae many peep not feeling well and a lot more peep here blublack there blublack one...everywhere oso pain...UCC was really cold...breathing there made miie feel tt my lungs are hurting...oso duno why...too cold bahs..went back to skool at around 10.30PM...vry tired...everyone had chao sleepy looks on their faces...sleep tights bah everyone!!!have a gd nite rest and pia on sat and nxt wed!!!^-^

one more week to go and us,cultural,wud b performing...vry scared coz we not doing vry well...2 more weeks and wud b modern's turn lerhs...JiaYous everyone!!!rmb to fight for the gold wif honours!!!Just do ur best out there and show peep tt Nan Hua Dance Society RAWKS!!!

2007-04-04T14:15:00.000+08:00

ytd went to jurong pt wif sueng and huiming coz wanted to buy sth for junjie there..but instead hm was somehow on a shopping spree..she bought quite a lot of things:D went to gift-a-name and made one chain wif her name for her..shared cost wif se,samantha&yuanzhen[sam&yz nt wif us]...after tt went to westmall and bought the comic bk jj wanted...this one mi and se share onli^-^total expenditure on jj's present=$7.50[my share onli]if plus sam,yz&se's share...is $21.15...wah..xin vry tong leh..so ex but i sure she wud b delighted to recieve tis prezzie fr us!!!:)

todae:DANCE...it was ever rawking but vry tired..leg so numb after dance prac...tanglin peep came todae but they sat on the stage doing nth...felt so sad for them coz at abt 5 sth mr foo came and crap a lot...dey didnt came to listen to crap afterall...hope mr foo doesnt read this..hehes:D anyways...todae mainly marking so onli leg suan..cheeyew was so funny todae lors..when he was telling us hu is gg to b the overall-in-charges for tmr,he said the person standing(him)and the person walking towards him(junyang)lol..he really vry funny and quite cute lyk sum sec2 gurlz describe him

had to wear contacts todae so wore it at 11+...cheeky's lesson...really regretted it...almost fell asleep wif my contacts...shud hv stayed in the toilet longer until his lesson over...

tmr gg to ucc rehearse lerhs..everyone jiayou worhs...hehes,i mean try ur best nt to make laoshi angry:D

class tee shud be out my nxt wk i hope...anyways,buaiix and hv a nice time on the break on fri (good fridae)have fun everyone!!!^-^

2007-04-02T19:35:00.000+08:00

i actually mean that^^^in a sarcastic way...todae we had to do formal writing for both eng and chi...vry sian...even my fav maths class was boring miie out...i tot tt cheeky old man was going to teach sth interesting todae but it was wwaaayyyy too boring...

went to maths olympiad after skool..tt teacher really woke miie up..hehes..he tok lyk a machine gun..and i was lyk trying my utmost best to catch wat he was trying to say lor..lesson was quite interesting as i learnt loads of things i dun learn in cheeky's lesson:D

after maths olympiad,wanted to go watch sec 1 boys gym coz ms tan de cancel liao...but too shy=^-^=..seriously.the whole hall is juz the sec 1-3 guys..and it was lyk,i will b realli xtra if i go watch them prac suddenly..guys mind wud tink realli far and i duno wat they wud b tinking so decided nt to go..went home wif lixin coz she oso gt maths olympiad lyk miie:)my dad drove us both back...

realli hope the class tee wud come out fine..$21 leh.xin tong lor..gtg lerhs..buaiix!will blog again...realli soon^-^

miie life!=)

2007-04-02T08:09:00.000+08:00

Haiz,life has been so hectic these few weeks...trying to finish the homework tt i've owed for a long,long time...hehes:)

lao shi had been pretty tough on us recently as the syf competition is nearing..but i tink tt he was juz expressing his care for us in a different way...he could be really nice...the dance was quite fun even though it was tiring^-^i realli hope tt we could get gold wif honours after all tis effort we hv put in...To cultural+modern peeps:JiaYous!

Here,i realli muz thank noel for helping mi fix my blog...it was a disaster and everything was nt functioning the way it shud and she made it work...and i muz oso thank evelyn for trying to help mi:)Thx, i owe u guys one!:)

Anyways,todae is april fools dae so hope tt everyone out there wud hv a gr8 time making fun of people!!!hehes:D buaiix