I'm scared. I feel like crying. I don't like this feeling. I don't like it at all. I've been through this feeling but this time it's different and I don't like the way it is. I've never felt so jittery. Heart-warming, heart-wrenching, heart-ache? I hope to only experience one of the three but what if it comes in a package? It's a risk, a risk I'm not yet sure if I'm willing to undertake. My heart is brittle and there are already shards of them piercing me, from different situations but enough to intensify the fear. WHAT EXACTLY AM I AFRAID OF? T.T